Date of Writing: 25/08/2006 Time: GMT + 10 1750hours Currently Listening to: Nothing Mood: Uncertain and Confused
Its bugging me. Something is just not right, somehow I don't feel the comfort I've felt before in Ohana. It's confusing and scaring the wits out of me. My mind's been whirring, Its as if I can't find anything else to talk about with them anymore. Uncertain of what to say now unlike before where I could talk as much as I could to them. I'll have to thank Yat and Yan for the help in Trickster Online, I've cleared off some doubts in my mind but somehow, not all. Maple isn't as appealing as it was before, Lost the drive, lost the will to go on. Nowadays I just log in my priest to just hang around with Yan at Lycans. There isn't the homey feeling anymore, it disappeared. =/ I'm so confused!
Uncertainty Stay or Go?
It's so confusing, But so lame. I can't feel the warmth of before, I can't feel the security that helped me.
I feel so empty, Souless and helpless. Nothing to say, Unable to respond, Just what happened to me?
Still I read, But never able to reply, Somehow my words have all failed me, Or have I just lost my faith?
It's confusing, its just crazy! I don't know why I feel this way now. So much chatter, So much lively characters, But yet I feel so dead.
Uncertain of what to say, Uncertain of what to do. Should I stay, Or should I go? Because nothing feels right, At this very moment.
I feel like leaving, Yet I resist at the same time. Feelings all confused, Heart all shattered.
What to do, O what to do. I don't know... I really don't know...
~*KaKa*~@ 3:55 PM.
Just me
Basic Profile
Name: Erika Ho
Birthdate: 15th September 1988
Star Sign: Virgo
Zodiac: Dragon
Country: Singapore
Current Residence: Brisbane, Australia
Hobbies: Reading, Writing, Drawing and Playing Games
Currently: Studying in University of Queensland, Year 1
Hopes to: Get past Year 1 without dying!
The Family
Currently staying with:
Petrina Ho, (29th October 1985)
Chan Kit Yi (Kitty), (23rd October 1983)
The Favourites Games: MapleStory, Kingdom Hearts I and Kingdom Hearts II, Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy X, Dynasty Warriors, Trickster Online, Granado Espada Food: Fried Rice, Popcorn Chicken, Japanese Curry Drinks: Coca Cola (Coke), Pepsi, Ramune (Japanese pop drink), Lemonade Animes: Gundam SEED, Gundam SEED Destiny, Flame of Recca, BeyBlade, Digimon, Tennis no Ohjisama (Prince of Tennis), D.N.Angel
